the MeSwamy blog

I been loosing demons, Between the paths of man and lord, Between despise and love, Between the time and space. Are they running away from me, Or is it me who's staying behind, Are they  being stolen from me, Or Am I eroded eternally. I shall stand, for my hold, I will hold, on my thought, Hunt is on and demons be, will caught, For he who lost his demons, lost his all.

Well there was no doubt as to what is the best way I could spend a long weekend of 4 days  in India. Goa. Having set the budget right, a car ready serviced, 15hrs drive across B'lore to Goa from Chennai was the only thing I thought of at least for the week before the trip. "It was not about the destination, neither was it about the journey, I was more like can I make it or not, I needed no better reason as there was only one way to find it out." The night before the trip I had rushed out of my house because I had realized that I dint have any stickers on my car, important indeed, hence stuck a "Why so serious?" with splash of joker on it. Well the next day bags packed, set to office waiting for 7 to come. 7 is when we leave. 9 was when we left. Nightlong drive pretty much lame. With the dawn the drive became what we were looking for, wind, mountains, green things that you dont see in cities and yeah empty roads, 6 lanes. Lunch was when we breath the air ...

YEAR 1:  Been through the skies  his dreams in his eyes  they scream for heights  but he would compromise  once and for all   and then twice and then thrice  and they call  this the engineer's paradise.   YEAR 2:  What he's seen on the lines  on the books of a size  he could barely rejoice  all the dust and the noise  for a thousand falls  and a hopeless rise  and they call  this the engineer's paradise.   YEAR 3:  Slowly he likes through the time that he rides  cus this time he is used to the waves and the tides but despite  he is still with an upright wall  and they call this the engineer's paradise.   YEAR 4:  At last he decides  what he thinks provides  him the chance to glide  to his dreams full of skies  but this hall  of fame is a REALITY BIT...

Intro and Built Up 1000 suicides(theoretically yes, but mostly murdered), 100s of school/collage days ruined, lots of people fasting, lots beaten by cops and paramilitary. Dint pull much of India attention who were rejoicing Sunny wearing dress and Ponaam getting rid of it, but yes they did pulled some right strings in the center and now here we have the binary fission of Andhra Pradesh into two daughter states Telengana and Andhra Pradesh(Jr). Not we are still left with the big doubt. The Big Doubt Will half of Andhra Mess rename to "Telengana Mess" ?? Well this definitely is not a literal question. The point here being: Will this bring about difference in culture? Will this create a distance between the Telugu Speakers? Will there be a fight for resources and  power ? Will the people try to un-belong the current oneness to a new state of self representation? In simpler words is this partition going to be good or is it going to suck out ? The Binary Fission of...

I have been through many phases in my life in different cities and to best explain them I could sum them up in to three points to the best of my memory of things I did or that I liked or things that influenced me, They go like this: First School and Before that (Mumbai): - Roaming and wondering aimlessly - Lotta Bombay/Mumbai swear/cus words - Bollywood music Middle School Life Pt. 1 (Kolkatta): - Food, Sweets, Food, Sweets and more Food. - Arts ( Painting, Music, Creative Writing) - Ultadanga colony( Durga puja, Friends group, community meets) Middle School Life Pt. 2 (Patna): - Understanding the real meaning of diversity - Learned the importance of breaking rules - Importance of Indian history, Archaeology the real PATLIPUTHRA High School(Chennai): - Hate towards formal education, look for something beyond it, the importance of being well read and well in formed - The real love for Programming begins, "The GEEK Code begins" - Learned the truths be...

Not that I care, neither do you but then "I;ve been fine", hope the same for you. Well its been a long time I wrote a blog so expect more spelling and grammar errors. Well now that a mangosum summer has begin and still TNEB cuts powers two hours a day, I have enough reason to act crazy and blame it on the heat :P OH wait what the hell I have a job now, the stupid society would suddenly expect me to act sane like "Dude you got a job man, you cant goto your terrace just wearing a boxers" // D'oh// Well now that I have been associated well enough with two different industries par se a lil bit in Indian IT and a lil bit in Music industry, I otice that few terms have totally different meaning in the two industry : Programming In Music: It means electronically  arranging, sequencing, producing the sound/music/instruments outputs and processing them into complete into complete instrumentals. Its a process of converting a composition into compleate tra...

MY dear regular blog readers dont take me wrong I never had an intention to write a blog post on marriages, but then I got this mail from indiblogger forum  that there is a competition on blog post entries where  3 winning posts get Kindle Fires and lots more goodies to win as prize for the title Love marriage or arrange marriage? Honestly speaking marriages are social menace, the second stupidest thing man ever invented after GOD of course BUT then here it goes And since its 32 years past 1980 so I wanted my blog post to not look like an arts college freshman year debate from 1980 and so I added some real recent happenings !! Arranged Marriage : Well all your life you are taught not to speak to a stranger and suddenly  your asked to sleep with one and live rest of your life. [If your still considering I was complaining by the previous line, you can stop reading you are too old for this go read news paper]. Well ...